Good morrow, fair humans and sentient Internets,
While I was perusing through my Summer School in the Holy Land documents a few days ago, I stumbled across a couple of poetical journal entries that I wrote during the trip's early days in Syria and Jordan. Since returning, I've been pretty much obsessed with Israel, and so I've not given too much thought to our first two destinations. But upon reading these entries, I was powerfully reminded of the emotional and mental state I was in for the first eight days or so of travel, before I fell so powerfully in love with the Hashemite Kingdom that I couldn't bear to think or feel anything negative towards it or its neighbour anymore. My own words brought me back to the overwhelming discomfort I experienced when I witnessed the strange and numerous double standards of Arab Muslim culture, a discomfort that all the mental preparedness in the world could not rid me of. I felt a great deal of animosity most of the time. Now when I speak of Arab culture, I do so with a heavy dose of nostalgia and a beaming smile. (In fact, as I write this, I'm wearing an Arab kaftan.) But it would be naive and short-sighted of me to ignore my initial strong feelings, because even though they were influenced by my ignorance, they had their origins in reality and experience. So now I share with you a nice feminist musing on Syria, written the day we visited the crusader fortress Krak des Chevaliers. I hope the Syrian government doesn't read my blog...
this cavalier's crack
hides kids with elephantitis
while drive-by hair salons lurk in the shadow
of the ever-present, all-seeing, ever-phallic minaret
and don't get me started on those domes, my brothers,
that float atop your halls of prayer
serene in pastoral green
while you disguise the real ones behind reams of cloth
in an attempt to stifle their owners
with the necessities of meticulous propriety
if you really wish to own them
to sport their bits as well as yours on your edifice of patriarchy
in a proud display of biological divisiveness
consider the implications of your real estate desires
since there's no such category as trannie adjacent
you scholars of man and God
who rage your voices to the heavens
(whether or not the heavens listen)
you know nothing of woman, your constant listener
hide her eyes behind a veil
and her thoughts-
which are wont
to edify your unfinished polemic
of a life-
will be veiled from you
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